malicious programmer and writer at day, chaotic individual at night.


hello! my name is , blueyellow, or just es. i am a indonesian programmer and fanfic writer, and i consider myself as agender (they/them pronouns) and also part of the ace spectrum. my birthday is also on january 29th. this personal site serves as a disorganized messy collection of every project ive made, a collection of interests that are unique, and whatnot else that will probably haunt me later on down the line.
Hello! My name is NotActuallyEs! I am a programmer and writer
about the programming and fanfic writer, i think they are my main hobbies whenever i do stuff on the internet nowadays besides watching stuff and other regular activities. i am trying to learn gdscript, lua, and python; and fanfic writing for me is the type of thing where it gets good with the premise but then deevolves to the 9th circle of hell mid-writing for some reason.

it’s a reminders of who i am vs who i present myself to be on the net! plus "es" is just super snappy and cozy.
i write html, css, and vanilla js/ts for front-end, and lua for game scripting. currently trying to learn python and gdscript!
currently i write as a hobby to vent my chaotic brain cells, but i am always down to chat about ship headcanons (especially ichisaki!) or coding!