malicious programmer and writer at day, chaotic individual at night.

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hello! my name is , blueyellow, or just es. i am a indonesian programmer and fanfic writer, and i consider myself as agender (they/them pronouns) and also part of the ace spectrum. my birthday is also on january 29th. this personal site serves as a disorganized messy collection of every project ive made, a collection of interests that are unique, and whatnot else that will probably haunt me later on down the line.

Hello! My name is NotActuallyEs! I am a programmer and writer

about the programming and fanfic writer, i think they are my main hobbies whenever i do stuff on the internet nowadays besides watching stuff and other regular activities. i am trying to learn gdscript, lua, and python; and fanfic writing for me is the type of thing where it gets good with the premise but then deevolves to the 9th circle of hell mid-writing for some reason.

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Yes│likes & silly interests
hobbies coding html/css, scripting in luawriting clean game scripts & custom UI controllers! ✦, listening to rainy vocaloid tunes, collecting plushies
music hoshimachi suisei, giga, teddyloid, deco*27, maretu, inabakumori, evehe is incapable of making a bad song more eve covers in pjsk please, kessoku band, yoasobi, aries shepard, rachie, will stetson, valley.exe, trickle, jubyphonic, project sekaileo/need, vivid bad squad, nightcord at 25, more more jump, and wonderlands x showtime on loop i love you seiyuus, hindiahe is the only exceptional indonesian-language music artist creator and i stand by this, maisondes, iyowa, ninomae inais, sakura miko, hitorie / wowaka, syudou, threee, milgram, phantom siita, reol, flavor foley, chinozo, pinnochiop, tatsuya kitani
games bloons td6, project sekaii think i have an addiction with the miku gacha game it has taken over my life since 2025… eh whatever…, omori, oneshot, celeste, slime rancher, cookierunyes i am a fan and read stories for both kingdom and ovenbreak!!, rise of nationsthe roblox game by the way. yes. that strategy game. i would list hoi4 instead but i am not buying that. i formed the mongol empire btw i dont larp, henry stickmin collection, danganronpa, phighting!, unorthodox accounting, block tales, minecraft
media alien stage, zombieland saga, jujutsu kaisen, chainsaw man, oshi no ko, hololivemy kamioshis are regloss and gen 0 for some reason. and gigi murin and kureji ollie., content smp / lots of modza / hermitcraft / unstable universe creators, meta runner, lackadaisy, game changerget READY for a GAME CHANGERRR... tonight's guest... currently reading this part of the site right now it's Y/N!!!
No│dislikes & dni boundaries
dislikessaki glue theoryplease don't reduce saki to her illness. besides the promised passerelle confirmed saki's illness wasn't lethal and frankly tsukasa would had still formed wxs in her honor + kanade wouldn't die due to starvation are we serious, did people forget her grandmother exists ready to call another housekeeper if honami quit?, generative aijust to be clear ai used to help the world is good; generative ai as in ai not-art and text is bad. ai bros suck, can ai take over the useless tasks not the creative ones??, noise and discourse, bandori, pjsk, and hololive dreams comparisonscan we not complain about "oh!! [x] is better than [y] because they have a good fanbase!!" please oh my god they are all good., ichisakithis stupid lovable favorite ship ruined my life so whilst i do love it to oblivion and is my one true pair across every fandom i am placing it in this area to throw off people. these two lesbians need to be exterminated., hallocel songsjust to be clear i do like candycookiechocolate! its just that their newer catalog feels more trend first than an actual good beat and it makes it so repetitive and bland.
dnibasic dni criteriano anti-queer sentiment, racism, bigotry, ableism, proshipping, sh_dtwt, and bigotry here. thanks, have human decency for once., mizuboy believersi support transgirl or nonbinary transfem mizuki as valid. on that note, don't interact if you believe she is still male. also dont start comment wars in my places about mizuki's gender., culture war channelsif you enable their type of behavior of spreading hate and doomspiral gaslighting bs feel free to block me..
Saki Stage
shining like a star... ☆
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i'm part of the ace spectrum (can't say i'm devouted asexual but at the same time i don't know where i lie anyways) and my pronouns are they/them. i find gender norms a bit goofy to be honest lol and i don't like being shipped even if it were for jokes.

as a dev i found carrd and strawpage to be both creatively and financially limiting, so i decided to make this site with these bare hands of mine instead with cloudflare pages. (fyi making a site is free: just go with cloudflare pages or vercel for hosting, but i'd rather use cloudflare pages so you wont hit usage request limits and also because cloudflare isnt aggressively pushing ai down your throat compared to vercel).

firm advocate of staying anonymous for the win, i am an insanely private person too, and if i ever make something that is really big (like social media apps but lets be for real im never doing them) i'll find ways in order to make sure people's privacy and data are respected and enshrined.

for programming stuff i use visual studio code on the web and notepad++. for the writing stuff i use google docs and also notepad++ (i wanted to make sure my workskins are perfect okay 😭)

i chose those three programs because i felt like they were convenient. if im going to be honest i am never going to touch git, its terminals, and the concept and complexity of cloning repositories.

i consider myself to be in the middle point. im definetly not some random person who doesnt know how to code but i also for the absolute love of god don't know how some people outright can create masterpieces.

it fluctuates a lot, but for me as of 2026 its enkadotmincho and hanken grotesk.

i believe it is the normal human emotion to delete stuff that you are embarassed about.

no.

html took up 5% of my energy, js took up 10%, and 85% goes to css for being the absolute worst to customize cause doing the css for this site is cold-blooded torture no homosapien could ever experience within their lifetime.

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DecayDecay — Harumaki Gohan
Literally a masterpiece. The storytelling and atmosphere are unmatched. ♡
LagtrainLagtrain — Inabakumori
The rainy aesthetic, the shuffle beat... it's permanently stuck in my head. ♪
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DramaturgyDramaturgy — Eve
The guitar riffs go so hard, and the PJSK cover of this is stellar. ☆
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LagtrainLagtrain — Inabakumori
The rainy aesthetic, the shuffle beat... it's permanently stuck in my head. ♪
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LagtrainLagtrain — Inabakumori
The rainy aesthetic, the shuffle beat... it's permanently stuck in my head. ♪
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LagtrainLagtrain — Inabakumori
The rainy aesthetic, the shuffle beat... it's permanently stuck in my head. ♪
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LagtrainLagtrain — Inabakumori
The rainy aesthetic, the shuffle beat... it's permanently stuck in my head. ♪

whoops. work in progress... sorry...

i have a proseka fanfic idea planned about all 20 characters living, surviving, and escaping a nier-automata styled abandoned tokyo, and also another proseka fanfic idea that im not stating because the idea is too good and i don't want people to copy it.

i also have a fanfic idea with hololive gen 0 about something something related to the themes of a very specific kagerou project song specifically with suisei, mikochi, sora, roboco-san, and azki but its not in a priority list.

2026 NOTACTUALLYES